Gulnar Tileikyzy
Don't blame me...
My poems, reader, do not judge,
There is no inspiration in my chest yet.
But without showing my tears to everyone,
I'm crying, there's no way out.
The beating of my heart haunts me,
My sadness doubled.
Safe on the outside, but burning on the inside
From the trials that befell fate.
I don’t know how much longer I have to live,
Hope is still alive in the heart.
Be patient, since it’s written for you,
Allah will take this into account.
I get stuck in the swamp, in the winds,
But I fight and overcome fear.
Oh, if only they knew how hard it is on the way
Carry all the trials on your shoulders.
Life will fly by quickly,
But sometimes time doesn’t rush
Although there was a lot of pain in my soul
There remains a shortage of desires.
I'm going until the end comes,
They will make you fall, I will get up and move forward.
My Angel will give inspiration
And a new verse will sing from the heart.
Gulnar Tileikyzy